Mimi ni Msagaji ila Naogopa Kuweka Wazi Wazazi Wangu Watakasirika..Naomba Ushauri

AJIRA ZA UHAKIKA NJE NJE, BONYEZA HAPA

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My name is ...... and I am 24 years old, doing my last year at Tumaini University (Tanzania) and I'm A Lesbian but I am scared to come out of the closet because of my family value, culture and people around me.

I'm afraid of what my family will think, my parents are strictly religious and are absolutely against homosexuality. They already hate me enough because I don't follow much of the religion staffs. My mom expects me to get married to a wonderful husband and have kids. I don't want to do that because I'm not and never have been attracted to guys.

I knew I was gay since i was in form two and now, I'm in a relationship with my mom's friend daughter who is two years older than me living in Mbezi and she has a good, well paid job. We are planning to move in together when i finish university, we love each other so much.

We have been together for 3 years now "in the closet" is eating me up inside. I want to come out to my parents, but they are so close-minded and they think that all gays should be burned. I can't stand this anymore! I'm way too stressed out to care anymore. I need your advice Sporah, please. You can publish my story but please send me private advice like your sister. I will take your advice because your my role model.

I already have a bad relationship with my parents and coming out will only make my relationship with them worse. I'm so scared and I don't know what to do! I'm also tired of my Dad's comments about gays. He always says they are disgusting and perverted. I wish that I could move out of the country. I have attempted suicide twice when i was young, but now i love myself too much for that. And i have someone who truly love me, we are so happy together.
Writing this makes me feel soo relief, just knowing that your reading this, and that i have someone to share with makes me feel so much better, coz am dying inside Da Sporah. I just want to scream and make it all go away, but I can't. I just don't know what to do anymore! PLEASE HELP..!

I love you Sporah so much
Yours......
Big Fan, A True Fan xoxo ----

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